If hope springs eternal...

…faithlessness springs up more often.  At least in my case.  Seems any time I'm feeling secure and confident, I have a bout of mistrust in myself.  These are debilitating...I sink into panic and depression and hit bottom before I even realize it's happening.  But with the new tools I have now, I can at least affect it rather than just wallowing in it.  Using what I've learned, I set Rocky (ego) aside for a time out while I engage Spirit (true self) to rebuild what was damaged.  In the meantime I found a spring that seemed to perfectly represent Faith-less, she who falters in faith and pops up randomly to derail me.

Rocky is still in time out, Faith-less is hanging with the other troublesome bits, and I am doing well.  Actually, I have a bit of a cold, but emotionally, I'm on the mend from the plummet to the pit. It still seems really silly to have all these little characters, and sillier yet to talk with them, and yet it is helpful.  Perhaps it is the difference between reading a paragraph of directions that you sort out in your mind compared to visual pictures of how a thing is actually done. 

On another note, all the chickens are laying again after their amazing three month molt.  Yay!

Chickens come running

For seeds and corn, and thank me

With fertilizer.